Crumbs on a plate (I'd rather not say)

Here's a first draft of a new song i'm writing, tell me what you think! :D :D

I'd rather not say

Crumbs on a plate leftover from a meal I just ate
Little pieces of life no one wants to know about
Here's the showdown and you're gone again
Like a shadow living in another land

This is something I don't like to tell
But I've got to find a way to get this out of my shell

It's a thought left behind (it's) crushed in time
Like a bubble that burst it couldn't be worse
People don't know it cause I never show it
That's for sure

A hand held high silhouetted in the sky
Why aren't there two what happened to you
Under the sparkle of night things changed
This is so different than how I arranged

These are words I'd rather not say
Somehow I share them anyway
I don't think it should happen this way
These are the words I'd rather not say

You left me but it was my fault
It was the difference if the way I thought
Why was I such a jerk
I could have made things work