Last year

i know the rhyming patter is kinda all over the place, its supposed to be like that! comments appreciated!

Last Year

I write a line for you
Does it mean that I still love you?
If I sing it to the crowd
It doesn't mean that I still care
Coz if you hear my words
They are full of hate
But ill keep on going
Because they dull the pain
I want to tell everyone
If it kills me ill let them know
Cut my body open
It doesn't mean my blood wont flow
Coz if you really listen
You will hear the faintest sound
I think that's a heartbeat
Of a once forgotten land

And I don't need this right now
Get away from me
Get out
I'm still standing here on my own
Before I fall down
Leave me alone

Ill never take it back
It doesn't mean I don't regret it
It was all a sham
It doesn't mean I didn't want it
Coz you have made me
What I am today
A tortured soul
Is better left in the mind
I want you to take me out
Ill show you how I've changed now
I hope your jealous
At how your puppet turned out
Coz if you really look at me
You can make out the scars
But you will never know
What you've done to my heart

And I don't need this right now
Get away from me
Get our
Yes I'm still standing here on my own
Before I fall down
Leave me alone