Redemption
[Verse 1]
Unearthing
That my life all along
Has been fabricated and omitted
Art imitating life
A friend is really a brother in relation
A brother I decided to betray
To leave loveless
Bygones ago
Now, a tortured soul
Is on a mission
To save my nephew
From political turmoil
[Pre-Chorus A]
Home is deteriorating
A nostalgist that has been invaded
And overtaken
Do you call your help a haven?
No more tragedy!
I need to save him!
[Chorus A]
No more sin-with-impunity
Self-reproach my life
No more cowardice
Dissolve prudence towards terror
No more fiction
Truth in diction
Giving birth to my life
[Verse 2]
Facing
My childhood nemesis
A sociopath
That murdered my brother
Now he wants to inflict dissolution on me
For all of my evasions
Never forgetting a face
Understanding my purpose
A purpose that he's tormented and tortured
You sick motherfucker!
[Pre-Chorus B]
Gutless
But I feel a conscience reaping
Inside a nook of my mind
Sinful
But I feel goodness reaping
I feel suffering reaping
Now I'm laughing at your belligerence
Because I know you're longing
I know you're melancholic
[Chorus B]
Forgive my father
Forgive a friend
Forgive myself
Embrace redemption
Let guilt lead to good
[Bridge]
Bismillah!
Don't premature your ending
I can't gift you your childhood
Bismillah!
Don't become lightless and impassive
Your prolonged silence takes up space
Nobody recognizes your face anymore
Bismillah!
Bismillah!
Bismillah!
Bismillah!
Bismillah!
[Verse 3]
You rest in the rain
Me, the savior of your fatal attempt
Has lingered your pain
But wondrously
My childhood pastime
Curled a smile from your face
Not the end-all
But I'll embrace it with open arms
[Chorus C]
I'll never abandon my attempts
To show my love for you
I'll never cease my engaging
To making you realize my feelings
Because I know somehow
Acceptance of today
Will produce buds in your head
Growing a new perspective
A new beauty on life
'I know that change means there's still hope. To show this world that I am whole.'
