Y4week3 as usual

*sigh* finally got this together. I really didn't have much time to go someplace far from my flat(and I've written things in any of the rooms here so that would've been cheating). that's why this took me so long and was written in many places, bit by bit: in bed(cost me an embrace... :wink: ), in lesson, in the tram, while walking home and in a bathroom......
here it is:

As usual

The weather's changing for the worse
Now there's ruined snow
Where bright autumn was only weeks ago
That, all these open doors and the bulb's unsteady light
Have me slowly forget
Waking up's the bottom line

The blanket is a tepid embrace
These limbs are shaking anyway
If I'm lucky you will soon arrive
Things may be as usual one more time
And I'll be using every pathetic excuse to touch you
I just have to bring it back to my mind
Waking up's the bottom line

For the time being I'm sleeping in drained bathtubs,
Dreaming of heads chopped and walls made of brick
Everything's moving and the only thing I'm sure of is
Waking up's the bottom line
But these lids, they stick

So it's serious, I'm far from any shore
Don't try to call, the phone's dead
Rather turn up, lock the doors
And lay yourself beside this wreck
Press my head against your chest
That is… alive!
Then things may be as usual one more time

hope you like it. I gotta go eat now that I've finished this;)
cheers,
bluenightangel