Ok, It's now an hour and half past when my bf was spose to be here to talk to me, and I'm really worried, and thinking maybe he's mad at me... but anyway before i blab too loud, I just wrote this poem (which i hope to come up witha way to make it a good song, but i just dont think it will work) in this time... For all you ppl in love out there, I'm sure you know how much this is driving me nuts that he's late. ughhhh... please bare with me if the poem isnt really up to par, but I feel its alright and would like to share it...*looks at time again..sigh*........
It's called My Greatest Fear
Waking up so early in the morning,
From four short hours of sleep.
That dream, i dreamt of you again
it made me weak and weep
It always starts so perfect,
I love you and you love me.
A bond so strong and yet,
It seems to break free
You start to get distant
And than you sneak away
the cheatin thoughts of you
run through my head day by day
My world was stolen
my heart was breaking
but my love had remained
yours for the taking
I knew I wasn't good enough
I always knew you deserved more
but in this dream i felt the pain
as you walked out the door...
I know this dream
is only a thought
But without you my love
i would forever be lost
For it started out simply
that i was afraid to fall
I didn't want to love you
but your my greatest love of all
Ever so frightened
that things won't work out
And I fight back tears
when there's signs of doubt
I know you love me
but I'm still scared to loose
all of these fears
are all because of you...
Copyright(C) 2005 All Rights Reserved
I know it wasn't reason,
That made me do what wasn't right
but sometimes my heart falls prone
to the nature of your spite.
hey Steph
yes a poem it is , but a very beautiful one at that . I'm sure your man has like all other men a bloody good excuse for being late , like my favourites
( umm.. I forgot / my watch stopped really / car broke down
bloody traffic ) us males have to stick together :lol:
cheer up girl :wink:
cheers
L.K :arrow:
Aghhhh
Not only am I a senior citizen
I'm now a bloody senior member
Are you people trying to tell me I'm old or what ?
over 700 posts ( I really do need to get out more )
well thanks lotoking...but his excuse was not quite so good as those. *sigh* apperantly he had to walk his friend home and than got into chattin with her and she was sad.so he took care of her.... and i hate how that makes me jealous, because he was just bein a sweetheart, a good friend... but, but..but!!! anyway I know no one needs to hear about my personal life I just had to get some stuff off my chest, that is very very little of the 'stuff' I am talkin about, but it'll do to make me feel better temporarily...
Thanks for the comment, i love hearin that its 'beautiful' as you said, best words for a comment i could have asked for :), brightened my day alot actually...anyway I must be going, I'll talk to you all later.
I know it wasn't reason,
That made me do what wasn't right
but sometimes my heart falls prone
to the nature of your spite.
awesome poem. i like it a lot. good job.
hey stefhy, firtly I agree... your poem is true and from the heart.. and no-one can ask for more :) and I must say I'm impressed, the wording and imagery flows together nicely; itd make a great song.
secondly, love is such a strange thing.. it grabs you, and pulls you into an existence of both tremendous joy and everlasting torment. Just remember, happiness cannot exist without fear, so next time your feeling down, remember it can only give strength to the love you both share. :)
happy days, :)
Jacqui
"Iam a question to the world... not an answer to be heard."
awww thanks jacqui, that's definatley the best way for me to think of it.:) helps alot. hehe you sound like you know wat ur talking about, than again alot of the ppl on here sound pretty wise to me... maybe i gots me some learnin to do yet :lol:
I know it wasn't reason,
That made me do what wasn't right
but sometimes my heart falls prone
to the nature of your spite.
